spiraling down

im freaking tired..

i sleep during class(in my mind u see)... if im not sleeping, id be having a bad migraine due to menahan mengantuk.. imagining my lecturer as this robotic alien who mumbles and whispers alien words that i struggles to understand.

immediately after class, id TRY to sleep for 3 hours max, only to be awaken everytime my roomates even breathe

at night my whole body would feel so tired i can only lie on my bed and wait for roi to call

n would try to sleep again, telling myself id do my work tomorrow n promising myself id get good quality sleep.. only to feel extra crappy the next day

n tomorow everything would be the same thing all over again

my life is like this never ending loop,

forgotten how to put a halt to my program..

my weekends are just as bad..

im alone in my house with the tv switched on without me watching..

i wanted to hear someone, just anyone speaking

i want company..

i hate kl..

i wanna go home

im sick...