Wednesday, May 13, 2009

im bitching coz i can

omg!!!!!! i hate mucus! especially when they are stuck in ur goddamn throat! n i do mean STUCK! AS IN IT WONT GET OUT FROM MY THROAT!! n irritating the hell out of me. coz i cant barely breathe let along speak! bongokla!

m not feeling well for the past few days.. been popping actifast evryday and doesnt seem to work,
i haf this thing, where i wont go to the clinic until im certain that im really REALLY sick!
in a way, i feel somewhat ashamed if i go to the clinic when my sickness is only minor,
u noe, its like i dont like the doctor to think that im a wimp and a crybaby for complaining about my mild fever where else sumone else are on their death bed but still manage to smile and crack stupid jokes ( i dont get jokes, i think they are irritating, and my bro n my bf always say that i was born without happy cells but thats another story)
so i insisted not going to the clinic.
but yesterday was simply horrible.
i went to my gym class, n i was practically suffocating
it was so hard to breath! but i did it nonetheless..
and i was seriously weak the whole time.

i went back home n my fever gotten worse.
still wont go to the clinic coz i think that my fever is not thattttt bad.
so i wiped myself with wet cloth and slept with my aircon on full blast and sans my comforter with tears flowing down my dampy cheeks. ahahah
ahhh!!!!!!! last night was horrible!

but i woke up feeling relatively better!!
ehem. anyway, i went to the clinic just now (my father insisted), n by that time my fever is mostly gone n i was feeling better... so.. in the end i still look like crybaby!!
soooooo... tarak guna tahan tahan sakit..
sama sahaja penghujung nyaaa

i took a pic of me looking very sick to post here. but im too lazy to upload it,
so.. look at this someone looking very sick. n imagine my face on it.
ahahah


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