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ok.. im just too "material"-ish

• salu jak pike berat badan when i should be thinking about the dying n hungry kids,  poverty, animal cruelty (ok i think about this a lot, I WISH THEY DIE A LONG N PAINFUL DEATH!) 
• salu jak pike hal duit sikda when org lain agikla teruk sikda duit. (n semenanya salah dikpun suka gilak meli brang sik berpaedah, contoh nya k makan yang melampau2 banyak (n yes i dont shop that much, im a food spender))
• salu jak pike muka sik kacak sedangkan ALLAH SWT made all HIS creation perfect. (eh bila baca balit rasa cam nak madah dirik kacak. but no! aku sik rasa kacak, i mean we should be grateful. ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL!) 
• salu jak mike duit, rupa paras adalah penting dlm kehidupan, n berjaya as in ada duit banyak, rumah besar n idup lam kemewahan ya is a sign of kejayaan, when its not. i heard this dlm kursus amway (kekeke) "to measure ur success, is to have ppl u love to respect u" eh giya giyala,, dimana maksudnya ialah ko sikkan berjaya selagik org yg ko syg sik respect kau, hmm contohnya mun ada duit 10 juta  sehari k lanja sehari tp bini ngan org lain, anak ngerare ran. sik berjaya la retinya
• salu jak jaik ati ngan org mun nangga nya cam berkerja dibah panas terit, knak? ko rasa ko bagus agik coz ko dpt diam lam ekon? ko pike ekon ya tek bagus gilak? sak kulit ko berkeredut awal! ahaha org ya neytauk idup nya sempurna, sik banyak duit pun tapi suk jak2! sik cam kau obsess hal berat badan sik tentuan alu ati sik nyaman jak2. eh paham sik maksud jaik ati ya, ehmm kira cam i think when aku jaik ati (pity) org mcm memandang rendah ngan org. ehhh ada paham ka? ehh sikboh paham gilak. my mind is a mess when i try to be deep.
• salu jak meminta, ngarap ngan org lain sedangkan u should only BEG,MINTA from ALLAH S.W.T, coz HE is the only ONE yg maha berkuasa. 

ahh semenanya banyak agik, tp klak ktk org ingat aku saal.

n yes, i think too much, i analyze stuff too much.

when im faced with problems, i ponder about the results, the effects, the consequences too much, kawan2 n family ku menganggap aku pengitok. tp serious. i do pike banyak gilak. the reason y i NEED to read before i sleep is if my dont read, my mind will wander off n i will berfikir sik stop sampe ari dah siang, tp mun i read i dont think.. so i can sleep. haha saal eh sikku paham juak apa reti post tok

i SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY fear failure which is BAD! coz u wont learn anything if u dont fail sumtimes (tp YA ALLAH MUDAHAN AKU SIK FAIL APA APA AMIN!)

dah bye. contact lense ku dah kerin

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